The 'spiritual friends' group I was part of... turns out it is probably too abnormal for me.
Most spiritual groups in the world, and groups generally - likely to be too normal for me (i probably mean more so in terms of structure and customs than actual content/teachings).
And so begins the search for (or creation of) something in the middle. The right amount of abnormal. Something that will meet me where I am at.
Actually, I don't know what I am saying